holy fucking shit . isn't it funny how sometimes you make something so real that it seems unreal ? or unbelievable ? i never meant for you all to see this , but it's just the truth so i suppose it should be seen . . . especially you . you know who you are , we discussed this mention . did you have fun playing footy ?

hm . on this subject , i may as well clarify . gosh , i'm wasting space . but it should be done , as now that i have fangirls , there are conflicts and questions that i'd sure prefer not to answer . but if i don't answer them then i'll appear to be . . . not me .



1 emmah leah , um , i love you ?

2 mon cherie maddog . this isn't meant as a rejection . see me .

3 you know who you are .

4 the vegan .

5 katey .

6 lex .

7 afrique . alfie . what-fucking-ever

8 'the backyard bitches' , eh , noah should choke on dick.



ALSO. the last journal entry has had some dubious, shocked comments made on it regarding a certain boy and me. where the fuck did these come from ? did i say his name in it once ? no . so why jump to conclusions ? i was drunk . i wasn't naked , but i was wearing swimmers. the rest is true , apart from the SEX part , because you see , when multiple drunk people get together , things are said that mean nothing . shush .

that is all .

soli .

p . s

see what you've done ? hehe , my journal has become a conflict resolving area . I HATE THIS . no more talk of soli at school or amongst yourselves , or i'll stop posting ^^

ya'll be good now, hear ?

peace.